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Hmm... my weekend was good. spend time ith darling, going out and time really past as fast as i spend my time in HTA. I will be back again fast. To accompany mum... to see dad, so be with dear.
Really, everytime like this de... the feeling which i hate. The feeling of miss and leaving. Hopefully i will be fitter and stronger to deal with the physical training, and with happy moments. take care...
I miss dear... pls dont cry, i know you would. You will be strong yea, study hard and take care of urself. Contact mum also if theres anything. miss you all...
sang at 5:30 PM
Going in later... sianz, but i am feeling fine.
Think of taking a nap first, to feel my bed...
i miss mum and dad... i miss darling... i miss home...
sang at 5:23 PM
FUCK it! I am boiling and drinking the Liang Cha she made for me. Its bitter, and i am able to drink everything up becoz i am fucking boiling! i requested NOT to put honey, let it bitter.
Cant i play my guitar just awhile more? Why muz they keep pushing me to go bath and drink that tea. I know its the care becoz i juz recovered. SEE la! i dun even have the mood to play my guitar anymore. When i am home dressed properly, juz came back from outside.. i like to play my fender. Dun expect me to bath and wear back my outside clothes again! WHY!? becoz i like to play when i am dressed properly, thats when i feel good. FUCK ! Even when i go jamming, i try to dress proper... i respect my guitar, i trest it with care.... ah what ever la, i no mood liao la...
wanted to make this a good calm loving post, 930q5ysl ]ew t43y65u4en 43523ho FUCK!
sang at 9:41 PM
i will be going in very soon... now resting and packing my stuff. Everytime when its sunday evening, i got this feeling... the feeling of losing, the feeling of leaving, the feeling of missing... i really hate it. i hate this feeling... i have to push myself to go back there. Sad, this week passed so fast. i still recall what i did and how i spent my time... so fun, so lovely... its already one month, soon another month will pass... den i will be able to be strong and i have nothing to be afraid of den. i will miss dear... always encouraging me and stay with me... i will work hard for you, i will take care of myself.. u too alright. Hope mum and dad will take care of themselves too.
sang at 5:59 PM
Now is Saturday already , 3.35am in the morning. Guess... i am not sleepy? came back at 2Am from movie. now is like er... slacking time? think after this i will go catch some sleep... but dear will be waking up and disturb me le bah =P haha... Very fast, time past... and tmr i will be going back to HTA at night.
Some times i see mum and dad... i really wanna do something for them to show them i love them? haha... but its so mushy, i mean its like.... at this age we dont go tell our parents I Love You this kinda thing? We are not kids anymore... I also dont know how to show it to them, Dad is sick with tooth ache, mum legs are weak... which she havent go see a doctor, but i think she will be fine.
When ever i see darling, she will be so cute... and i love her to bits too.. always wanna cuddle her and kiss her. She has been very nice, very loving and care towards me... thank you baby.
And today is our 1 and Half Year Anniversary! i love you always, and ever... i will miss u alot in there...
sang at 3:42 AM
Today is tuesday, pretty fast eh?
Anyway, i am not going to stress myself during this time. I will stay relax and happy to enjoy myself. Lets see... yesterday was fun.Went to orchard after a really long time in HTA. Had a movie "Death Note" i am really into this movie, so thrilled and i felt i am in the story. Yea i love the story line, the characters have its own distinct personality. And the death god shinigami was funny..
Went to eat japanese food after wards, cool~ coz watch japanese show den muz eat jap food mah haha.. Went to HMV and i bought the ALbum i wanted!!! Thanks to darling whu showed me, she found it =) i know she wanted me to leave it there so she could buy for me... but nah, she already bought a GLay album for me liao!!! =D so i bought bah~ anyway it is expensive. hmm.... Do i feel heart pain? well... maybe not bah, coz i paid thru nets LOL. Dad will kill me if he finds out lor... And darling and me took neoprints!!! this time our prints look the cutest! esp me =X sorry no scans for u. its up to u to imagine hahaa~ i juz love her more and more...

Juz now browsed the FlyFF website, i really miss that game so much? showed darling how to play and darling also loved to fly around. Maybe i will try to play a lil bit of it... think i lost touch of the controls haha..
I hope today i dont feel pressured at home, coz both my parents are AT HOME! this is gonna make a movie, "Home Not ALone Ken" -___-
sang at 10:17 AM
Going in later. This marks the end of my stressful and straining 3rd week.
There are times of fun and games, we also encourage and suffer together. Every sunday, i will be pushing myself out to go back to HTA. How i wish i can spend more time with my mum and darling. I know everyone miss me.
I will be even tougher and more stout in my next book out. I will work hard and i will definitely come out the next friday. Day by day is pass so fast... soon its book out day, and quickly its book in day.
I just love to spend my day lazing and watching GLay's concert. I love to walk around and look around. Hopefully i will get my 3 days off... thats something to look forward to =)
Darling muz be positive and think differently, she muz know how to take care of herslf ok. Cross road muz see cars, muz eat also. And sleep and rest early... Study hard too. Mummy and Daddy will be happy and take good care of themselves, daddy muz not over eat. Daddy muz drive carefully and mummy muz relax.
Pray to gohonzon, everything will be fine and days pass quickly. I will be able to take the training and as times goes i will be better physically and mentally.
sang at 7:37 PM
I felt so bored. Infact i wanna sleep... but its too early to sleep. I wanna blog but the stupid USB device thing prevents me from transfering pics from my phone to my pc. This is crap!
Tmr is sunday and i will be going back the life of training soon. haiz... i still feel weak.
Will be the 3rd week liao, week by week ... soon it will be 6 months and i will pass out soon bah. Hopefully i can pass all my tests.
for the first time i felt so sianz... i wanna play game, i wana go things. But i dun feel like playing any game, just finish one pangya tour. Lost like lost untill damn Lost... dun feel like playing guitar, need to keep and clean. i just feel ....haiz... mood swing bah. maybe i am tired..
Today spend time with darling, i am happy. When its about time for her to go home, i had tears. i can see her's one too. I miss her... and we watch Glay's concert today. Surprise right? haha... cant wait for my next book out. There WILL not BE any COnfinement! or StandBy duty! Dont HAVE~! >.<
sang at 10:43 PM
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Ting Chien -Ken
Age 20
20th March 1986
Singapore
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